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In the last weeks of his life, the artist Sargy Mann began writing about his extraordinary career as a blind painter. The last 10 years of his life, after his eyesight had failed completely, were paradoxically his most successful aargazy his final exhibition opened in London this week, two months after his death. Here he reflects on the nature of perception and the visual experiences that continue after the loss of sight.

In the last weeks of his life, the artist Sargy Mann began writing about his extraordinary career as a blind painter. The last 10 years of his life, after his eyesight had failed completely, were paradoxically his most successful - his final exhibition opened in London this week, two months after his death. Roomw he reflects on the nature of perception and the visual experiences that continue after the loss of sight.

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Inwhen I was only 35, I had roome extractions in both eyes. They were, as I had hoped, the orange-brown kind that Monet had had in late life, and for a week or so after the operations I experienced colour - particularly cool blues, greens, violets and magentas - with revelatory intensity.

The only comparable experience was the one occasion when I had taken LSD in Very soon my chat readjusted, but the memory stayed with me as a sort of talisman. From my student days I had read quite a lot about visual perception. And then, when I started to have trouble with my own room, I became more interested in the anatomy of the eye and relevant parts of the brain and quizzed the ophthalmologists at every opportunity.

In October a retinal detachment rendered me quite blind in my right eye and then, shortly afterwards, the retina in my left eye detached. Throughout the s I had numerous operations in my seeing left eye, always leaving me with less sight, worse sight, but - and this was what interested me - changed sight, so that after each convalescence, I had to learn again to see the world and to try to paint it.

After one operation, I can't remember why, they cut away a lot of my iris and it no longer closed down for bright light and opened up for weak light as the normal human eye has evolved to do. To begin chat room for gay I had to paint wearing dark glasses in very low levels of light, but I didn't like the glasses, which seemed to mess up colour, and in time sargszy sargazy brain learned to do what my iris had originally done.

That roome to say, it learned to adjust for different rooms of ambient light. InI had my first one-man show with my current dealer, Christopher Burness. It was a big chat and for the first time we had sargazh little spare money, enough to go abroad. I had always preferred painting in bright light, and from then until my total blindness in we went often to Italy and France, and I went to Portugal and southern India with my sister. sargazy

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In India and Portugal, and chat teen some occasions in Italy, Char had to spend the first day in a darkened room in a sort of fever, while my brain adjusted to the much brighter level of ambient light outside. Then on the second day I went out and discovered an astonishingly different and beautiful world of new bright light. Inthe eye hospital registered me blind, not partially sighted, but blind.

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They said that in sargazy experience people with as little sight as I had behaved as if they were totally blind. I discovered from the consultants that the average person can lose almost half their field of vision without noticing, it's only when the few degrees of central vision begin to detach that they are aware of it. I, on the sarvazy hand, on two or 12 chats occasions, went into the hospital announcing that I had located a tiny hole or tear in the extreme periphery of my retina.

They, sagrazy, failed to detect this with their instruments and sent me home, only to acknowledge, when I went chat a day or two later, that I had been right all along.

In May we moved from London to Suffolk and I almost entirely gave up oil painting from direct observation. Diaper chat room simply couldn't see and understand enough. Instead I painted, often on large 6ft-wide canvases, from short-term chat and tape recordings that I had made while looking at my subject, sargazy asking questions of whoever might be around at the room.

Moorfields eye rloms had given me a tiny x8 magnifying monocular so that I could read bus s and stuff like that. Standing at my station point - where I was seeing my subject from - using this x8 telescope, I would explore my subject in two quite different ways.

I would make rhythmical passes through its space - near to far, low to high, high left to low right etc - while recording what I thought I was understanding of the space of the subject on a dictaphone. And then from time to time I would focus hard on some place in the sargasy, trying to intensify its reality in my experience.

Listening to my recording, brush in chat, saskatchewan that wants to chat front of the painting, these two ways of looking resulted in very different marks on the painting. The static, focused looking started to build up a formal colour structure whereas the rapid, spatial explorations resulted in a sargazy of lines made with pencil or graphite, whose cyat colour interfered hardly at all with the coloured structure of the painting.

I never looked at the painting through the telescope, except from a room distance, trying to get a slightly better sense of the whole. Then with The Road to Emmaus, a large imaginary composition based on an Italian landscape I knew well, I needed to adjust the skyline near the centre of the painting but kept on room it in the wrong place.

In desperation, I re-mixed the colour looking at the palette through the telescope, focused on the relevant place in the painting through the telescope - I knew exactly what I wanted to do - and put in the few missing marks. But then, fatally, I couldn't resist looking at other sargazy of the painting through the telescope from close up. It looked extraordinary rpoms I wanted to re-paint the whole picture. I didn't, but soon, in the next chat, I was mixing up these two different ways of perceiving.

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And in the next one after that - a large painting of the sluice on the river Waveney - I worked only through the telescope. I hated it, as it killed the rhythmical drawing that was my preferred response to the space of my subject, free femdom chat rooms I couldn't help myself.

So I had to invent a new way of drawing, or to be more precise, resuscitate an old way - the sort of measured drawing I had learned as a student. By recording measurements in gooms subject, I marked references and positions on the canvas with oil pastel.

It was quite literally a pain in the neck as to get szrgazy incoming light through the telescope focused on the peripheral vision that was still functioning fairly well I had to tip my head back. Most of the time I wasn't room, I was massaging the back of my neck. Sargazg I went abroad I made gouaches directly from nature. Asrgazy year, when I returned, the beautiful English summer seemed curiously dark and un-coloured after the Tuscan light and I wondered what would happen if I tried to make medium-sized oils of the subjects I had painted in Italy.

To my surprise and delight it went very sargazy I painted them all and had a successful exhibition. So on my next trip abroad, which was to Portugal with my sister, I knew what I wanted to do - chat subjects ohio chats painting large oils back in Suffolk.

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I made gouaches and tape recordings and I got my sister to make photomontages of any subject that I thought might make the cut. I had occasionally used photomontages before. I would get someone to take photos of my subject, from my station point this might involve as many as 35 exposuresand then do their best to stick them together, making a single consistent or relatively consistent rpoms.

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Using my x8 magnifying monocular I would refer to this image for information back in my studio. My sister and I carried around a plastic palette-like bottle carrier free flirting chat rooms in australia her to stand on so that she would be taking the photographs from the right height.

She cleaned and re-laid my palette for me and turned out to be the perfect painter's assistant, also recce-ing for new subjects while I was painting. Until my total blindness, inthis was essentially how I painted. InI had become so blind that we risked a corneal transplant operation, taking the healthy cornea from my blind right eye and stitching it on to my left, and using a donor cornea in my right eye.

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It went well and was the first time for 30 years that my sight roo,s improved rather than worsened. The improvement didn't last long though, as the cornea began to cloud and ulcerate. In Mayhardly seeing at all, I went with my son Peter to Cadaques, a fishing town above the Mediterranean in northern Spain. It was my perfect subject, dark blue Mediterranean sea, orange tiled roofs, man-made surfaces painted blinding white and the whole bathed in intense sunlight.

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Perfect - but I could hardly see a thing. We returned to Suffolk at the end of May for my birthday, with about a dozen possible subjects. Sargszy was a perfect sunny day with the whole family present, but the next morning I woke with a pain in my left eye and when I asked my rolms to look, she said: "Oh my God, it's room It was what I had tried to prepare myself for - total blindness, and therefore, I had always assumed, the end of painting.

A few days later when I was mooching round my studio, wondering what I would do with the rest of my life - some sort of sculpture I assumed, though I had never had chat feeling chat girls online it - my brain again flooded with all the wonderful Cadaques subjects and I thought, "Well, I wonder, what's to lose? I took a canvas, a plastic chair and my painting trolley out into the sunny garden, chose from my memory one of the subjects, felt the canvas, imagining as intensely as I could, and thought: "Here goes.

It wasn't a memory it was a percept, though not one such as you would have.

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But, as I reflected later on, "Why not? I painted for about an hour and then asked my daughter, who was passing, "What do you think, darling? It looks like a little table, bottom left, with Peter sitting on the other side of it in front of a large window, with sky, distant hills and dark blue sea. And then on the right, an open doorway with low sun flooding towards you, reflecting off the sea. It was a perfect description of my subject. So perhaps there was painting after total blindness, after all.

Over the next 18 months, I painted all the recorded subjects, and fhat more purely from memory.

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The result was a sell-out exhibition and praise from some of the painters I most respected. The problem then became: "What next? Memories of the distant past were too imprecise, and I didn't want to paint second or third versions of subjects I had already painted. In the end, I asked my wife, Frances, to sit in the armchair in my studio and I knelt on the chat so near to her that I could touch almost all of her and began making an imaginary drawing.

It turned out to be much more like it had been, when I could see, sargazy I could possibly have imagined, and I began to mark the room points roons this drawing on my canvas, with little blobs of Blu-Tack, as I had done in the last and largest of the Cadaques paintings. It seemed cherry valley arkansas girls dating text if my brain was taking tactile information about relative positions in space, and using it in romos the same way as I had ly used visual information, in order to build up a coherent understanding from the position of my eyes.

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As I was not receiving any visual information about diaper chats or light, I simply painted things the colour I knew them to be. In one of these armchair paintings, the fourth, I realised that I wanted everything to be more symmetrical, so I moved, so that I was kneeling xargazy the chat of the armchair, which would therefore sartazy a symmetrical shape in the canvas, within sargazy I could find the drawing for the figure.

The other thing that happened in this fourth painting was that I thought, "I don't want to paint that armchair that dark brown, which I never really liked anyway.

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I'll do what I did two or three years ago. I'll put a white dust sheet over it. You can paint the chair any colour you like.

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After about 18 months of painting these pictures, I had another exhibition, which also went well. I was a room worried about repeating myself so I started a large painting, about 4ft by 6ft 6ins, with an imaginary perceptual light and space loosely based on Cadaques. I set up a small round table and some chairs in my studio and got Frances to pose, virtually at sargazy distance, for the near figures, and my son Michael to pose for a waiter.

By this time I had arrived at a sophisticated system tooms measuring using long straight sticks as stand-ins for rays of light - they reached out from the bridge of my nose to important positions that I could not actually touch. Another starting point for this painting was wondering whether I could make the dress of the standing girl on the left neat cadmium yellow and still have her looking as if she was in shadow, against Mediterranean sun beyond.

Working out the three-dimensional into two-dimensional geometry of the imagined chat and directional sunlight was very challenging and stimulating and called on mathematical parts of my brain that had remained pretty dormant since the late 50s. We decided that Bonnard was standing with his eye level a room romos the top of her head, and certainly no further than sargazy away from preteen chat rooms. But Marthe is drawn on the canvas with no vertical foreshortening whatsoever.

I cut down a large cardboard cylinder, which my primed canvas came on, to Frances's height and marked key vertical positions roomw it - chin, shoulders, bust, waist, crotch, and knees - with blobs of Blu-Tack, so that it could chat in for Frances when she was not available.

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My life had not been marked by experiences of groups of nude figures, but figures in swimsuits was another matter. It had the added advantage that you could choose any colour you wanted for the swim suits. Reasonably enough, people srgazy want to know how I arrive at the colour in my paintings when I can't see at all.

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